So, here I am, living in Melbourne…looking to do things Ive never done before and looking to finally find some happiness and…I hate to be so annoying and stuff but, I think I’m ready for that…. i think Im ready for love.
So there is this boy that Ive been talking to and he has been driving me completely crazy. I don’t know if he likes me how I like him and I keep telling myself thats fine.
That its better this way because there is less chance of me getting hurt
But in reality…I’m lying.
I want to be in love. Im ready to find someone who cares for me and whom I care for in return. Im ready to be completely open and spill my beans to someone, and I want someone to do the same with me.
I want to open my life to someone, as well as be welcomed with open arms into someone else’s life.
i want to look at my phone and smile when i see they’ve texted me, and I want them to smile when they see I’ve texted them too….
Yes, I am annoying I know… but hey, its progress right?
~ In Love and Pain,
The Dark Horse
(PS- as always, this post isn’t proof read, sorry!)
But in reality, I’m lying to myself