Awww, don’t those bunnies look so cute and happy? …yeah, fuck them.
So here we are, its Easter and I’m alone again. Living in a different country has been hard, but I honestly will say the hardest part is the being alone for holidays. It is awful. But, gonna muster through. Gotta muster through.
One thing I will say about this is that I am SOOOOOOOOO looking forward to the next holiday Im at home for. Hopefully Christmas, and maybe 4th Of July. I have to admit, I will actually enjoy the day. I will enjoy being around my family and I won’t take it for advantage.
~ Little side note here -> Living in a different country has taught me to appreciate my family in general. not being able to even call them or anything really makes me understand how hard some people have it. I mean to have dead parents, or parents who are in jail, or just not there for whatever reason… it really must take a huge toll out of peoples lives. I have grown and learned to appreciate them so much more now.
Ugh… the cuteness of these photos are enough to drive some to murder
But anyhow, lets talk about surviving the day while feeling lonely. Its something we all go through, and some of us have that magical ability to feel alone, even when were around people. So, lets talk loneliness in general.
Today to make myself feel better I took a long shower… like a really long shower. The kind that I’m sure makes environmental scientists want to hunt me down. But there is something so soothing and calming about a shower. Also I have an iPod player that I hook up in my bathroom so i can listen to music in the shower and that makes it soooo nice. I recommend everyone do that. (Look its a holiday. Holidays are the worst days to be alone, normally, I’m all about being eco-friendly, but today, fuck it. fuck it all. Pamper yourself till your skin is so pruned and gross you wanna vomit)
Also, Im going to watch a movie tonight.. a sappy one. Which? Im not sure, but i guarantee its going to be a movie so annoyingly sappy that I will be embarrassed to say it later on. But again, its a holiday. Its all about doing things to make yourself happy and get through the day. And if that means you gotta watch a movie like Love Actually or Charlie St. Cloud then DO IT and grab a slice of cake while you’re at it!
Oh yeah, Elle Woods… I know, I know.
This is what my night will look like. Ill be on the couch, eating sweets… and most likely yelling at the TV. Oh hey thats another thing that helps! Yell at the TV! When you’re feeling down and you’re watching whatever sappy movie you choose, feel free to yell at the screen! Like in Love Actually when that guy who plays Snape cheats on Emma Thompson. be all like, “DUDE SNAPE! YOURE A FUCKING IDIOT! YOU’LL NEVER FIND ANYONE BETTER THAN HER” and that will make you feel a bit better.
ok so lets review, Were going to:
WATCH SAPPY MOVIE
EAT SWEETS (I recommend cake and pie)
YELL AT OUR TELEVISIONS
HAVE AN UNNECESSARILY LONG SHOWER JUST CUZ WE CAN
hoppy easter bitches, The Dark Horse