So this is almost like a Part 3 to my 2 previous posts which have been about rebuilding your life when everything is just shit. I was talking about trying to stay happy and find friends and love when you literally have nothing…..and um….something has happened. Ive actually made a friend. (If you want to read the 2 previous posts you can on these links)
Here is Part 1
and here is Part 2
So a brief rundown for those of you who haven’t been reading, I was saying I have a problem:
THE PROBLEM: I have no friends, have never really had friends, have never been on a date in my life and am socially retarded.
I then thought of a solution
THE SOLUTION: Was to force myself into friendships. I decided to talk to everyone, and to not ask them if we were going to hang out…but to basically tell them we were.
Now I’m aware this is weird, and awkward, and scary, and seems desperate…. but if any of you are like me and have severe depression and anxiety that has ruined your lives…. lets all be honest…. we are quite desperate and weird people. So, it seems to fit our personality.
AND WOULDN’T YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT HAPPENED??? I FIND MYSELF A FRIEND!
Oh yeah….. were like total bros. Its crazy!
Actually… it soon isn’t like that. Its more like he is this really cool attractive popular guy and then theres me… somehow is friend.
So it looks more like this:
But here is the point…. Ive made a friend…and like…a good friend. Like he calls me to see “whats up”. I didn’t even know people did that anymore how cool is that?
we send each other memes and youtube videos when were at work
Its fucking weird people, but its nice. Its cool to know someone is thinking about you. To know you have someone to talk to. Somehow who makes you smile and who you can make smile. And the weirdest part is thinking that there are people who have always had this!
Isn’t that crazy to think about? Most people have friends from like 5 years old. They’ve never known what its like to be alone. And for me its like this new magical experience.. how crazy is that?
So whats the point here?
Well the point is this: Im probably the most socially awkward human on this planet. I literally have never had good friends in my entire life. I don’t really have common interests with anyone, and yet I’ve just found a friend
So it is possible! YOU CAN DO IT! I promise you, you can. Loneliness doesn’t have to be around forever. We just have to out in some effort!
Alright peeps, make it happen!
~ The Dark Horse
(If you asked the magic 8 ball if this post was proofread it would say.. “not likely”)