Ah yes, We all know this feelings quite well dont we? Dealing with depression, panic, anxiety, life trauma, PTSD, and many other life problems can leave us feeling like there is no hope in this world.
So what do we do? How do we continue on? Well bitches, we have two choices.
1.) Kill yourself and end it all (which I think is a horrible horrible idea) Please understand if youre suicidal, DO NOT DO IT.
2.) The other option is to muster though. To fight long and hard and struggle and take the bumpy shit-covered road ahead….. yay!
hey hey! dont give me that face! Its worth it i promise!
Life is worth living, and hey, if youre thinking about killing yourself you as may as well do crazy things beforehand right?
Think youve tried everything? Think you have nowhere else to go? Things can only get worse from here?
Well… have you ran away and backpacked Bali yet?
Have you joined the Peace Corps and saved people’s lives in The Congo?
Or even something easier, ever tried hanging out with some cute boys? Who knows, maybe they will be nice to you. Maybe youll become frineds. Or lovers? Or maybe at least it will stir up some kind of emotions of any kind inside you?
The point that im trying to make here is one you may not be aware of and one that nobody will probably ever tell you. As someone who wants to end their life, you literally cant get any worse. You are probably at the deepest and hardest “rock bottom” that a human can hit. So why not do something about it? Have an advetnure? A summer fling? Try something new?
Whats the worst that can happen? Youre going to die? Arent you planning on doing that anyways? Why not try everything possible in this world before you actually consider killing yourself?
And I say this as someone who knows what youre feeling. I know what youre going through. I know how miserable you are. I know how desperate you are. How tired you are. Trust me, ive felt it all.
But listen, this world is HUGE. absolutely HUGE. There are so many places to go, so many people to meet, so many adventures to have.
YOU CANT GIVE UP PEOPLE, COME ON!
So here’s what you need to do if you feel like youre life isnt worth living:
Find whoever is telling you that your life isnt worth it and slap that motherfucker so hard that an eardrum pops.
Then get yourself on an airplane because youre going somewhere. Where? I dont know, thats your advetnure to choose. Where do you want to go? Go have yourself an Eat, Pray, Love? Or perhaps have your own WIld. Have your own Under The Tuscan Sun. Your own Best Exotic Marigold Hotel? Or your own Lizzie McGuire Movie (Thats is a great movie dont you dare talk bad about it!)?
Now take off and go live your life! Do something cracy! Do something new! Try to frind friends! Try to change the world! Try to grow! Do anything to relight that spark inside of you!
keep your eye to the sky!
~ The Dark Horse