Grab your latte’s people! Put on those heels ladies! Men, tighten that tie! Its time for the morning commute. You’re about to head into your business for that glorious 9 or 10 hour day of yours. You know, that one you have to have five times in a row before you get two days just to catch from all the time you weren’t living for the previous five?
Yes thats right. We live in a world of a bunch of ants marching. Mindlessly. Working day in and day out. Building that massive ant hive for the queen (which in our our world is normally referred to as the “the man”).
But why? Why do so many people get stuck in these jobs they don’t even want? These entry level jobs that were supposed to just give them experience… but somehow transitioned into the “career”. The lifelong pursuit to avoid the office drama, suck up to the boss, achieve that bonus, get that promotion, and use the money to buy the house, the car, and then eventually, to pay for the kids they now have.
Now if anyone out there reading this has a great life that they love then I have to say I really admire you. You are one of the lucky few and can disregard everything this post says. For everyone else out there:
Why is this our lives? And why is this the life that we teach our children to have? Do you guys really want your kids to repeat your stories? To not chase their dreams?
I know this is how the world works because this is how people have treated me. Constantly telling me to be reasonable. To think about how much money a job makes. To think about settling down….
SETTLING DOWN???? IM 26 YEARS OLD!
And you know whats so crazy? People who live in my hometown in Ohio are settled down already at 26. And to me thats fucking crazy. Like kids I went to high school with are now working their 9-5 at some bank, going home to make dinner for their kid, and then settling down to watch whatever Primetime show is on that night…..
WHAT THE FUCK. When watching this week’s episode of The Bachelor becomes the highlight of my day I will take a bullet to the face.
But why am I talking about this? Why is this such a big deal to me?
Well, because I have depression. I have anxiety. I never fit in socially with others. I always had these big dreams. Ive always wanted to live life. Not be a passive little fucker.
And all I have had in my life has been a bunch of people who tell me no.
The World Doesn’t Work LikeThat
This Is The Real World
BLAH BLAH BLAH….
But you know what, I have some news for you,
This annoying hipster fucker was right…..There is no such thing as the real world.
In his song No Such Thing, JohnBoy here actually tells it for how it is…. This “Real World” that I’m constantly told will eat me alive isn’t real. There is no certain way that life works. This “way” that all the normal people somehow have inside knowledge of. Some world where we outcasts can’t comprehend.
The “real world” is a bunch of scared people who settled and now live a fractured life. A life that only makes them sort-of happy. They then try to achieve their happiness by doing things and buying things. Buying new goods to make them feel richer, smarter, and prettier. By trying to appease the pretty people they work with. By going to bars and pissing the weekend away being drunk. They are constantly stuck in the rat race of life. But they run in a maze with no exit.
This isn’t a rat race they’re in. It’s more of a Hunger Games.
There is no good outcome.
And obviously when people are scared and holding themselves back what do they do? They try to make sure nobody else lives the life they don’t have. They love going on and on about the dangers of taking the road less taken. They love telling you how scary and hard your life may be. How you may even end up unaccomplished and in poverty. How you may never make good money.
But take a step back and really look at the Western World. How many people do you know who smoke? Or are overweight? Maybe even have diabetes? Is there seriously anyone reading this who hasn’t lost a family member to cancer or heart disease?
They sit there and tell people not to branch out because its wrong, but if you look at them you can see they’re slowly dying themselves.
Well you know what, tomorrow is my last day at work. I am terrified but also excited. Im about to branch out in life. Im about to go and try to live. Not die.
Think of all the scientists out there. The authors and actors. The designers. The people who are working with Doctors Without Borders in Africa saving people’s live every single day.
If all of them listened to the commoner who told them not to branch out…. WHERE THE FUCK WOULD THE WORLD BE?
There are people out there who are living happy, exciting, and enriching lives.
AND DAMMIT PEOPLE I WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM!
And to anyone who wants to put me down? Well….
Without dreamers this world would suck! So keep on dreamin’!
~ The Dark Horse
…..This post was not proof read. It was written aggressively and passionately. And aggression and passion and terrible at proofreading DUH!